July 31, 2012

seeking the words

Discouragement is sliding closer. I pray the prayer that never ceases in my my heart, and I wonder if it is time to change it. I don't want to...  The truth is, there aren't many words I can find, and I hope that God doesn't really need them. He can read my heart when I sit in the quiet with Him and the tears roll, right? Oh please say yes.

Yesterday I read...
"Worship Me in the beauty of holiness. I created beauty to declare the existence of My holy Being. A magnificent rose, a hauntingly glorious sunset, oceanic splendor- all these things proclaim My Presence in the world." {Jesus Calling by Sarah Young}

All of these things... and more...draw my soul, and pull me closer to Him. I am in almost-constant worship.  For He is great and mighty, and I do not doubt Him. It is not He that discourages... it is the world and what goes on here. Perhaps I am selfish wanting her to stay...
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4 comments:

Gabe said...

Oh Dawn...praying for peace!

Richella said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I don't think you are selfish, though. I know you don't want to let her go. This world is a hard place to live sometimes, isn't it? But be of good cheer. He has overcome the world. You will not grieve as one who has no hope. Bless you, sweet friend.

Kay said...

I'm sorry you're discouraged. I am there a bit myself. It's just hard sometimes. Wish I could hug you and tell you you're going to be ok...better than ok. I trust that for both of us because He makes all things new. Even us. Hugs and love, my friend. : )

Busy Bee Suz said...

You selfish? Never.
{{hugs and love}}