May 12, 2014

scenes from a mother's day


My life is beautiful... my cups overflows.

When I was little I wanted to be a teacher... but as I grew, my dream changed, and I just wanted to be a mom.  I am thankful that I get to be theirs.  It is hardly ever easy, and these past weeks have stretched my heart towards the breaking point, and maybe past it.  But it is always worth it.  Always worth being continually amazed by these children who have grown taller than me... by their kindness, their faith, and the way they see & tackle the world.  It seems that I learn as much from them as they have learned from me.

Last night, when I dug my toes into the cool sand after such a beautiful day, I exhaled, letting the heavy stuff move on.  It is necessary... to make room for all the grace and love just waiting to move in.
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May 07, 2014

the double smoosh...

Heath bar?  Oreo?
Sometimes it is impossible decide...


He said he didn't think she would do it, but Camden should have known that with a Gramma like his, and an extra cupcake, that this was right up her alley of fun!

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May 06, 2014

pancakes, please...

Spring break was spent filling out his Eagle Scout project proposal.  It was a lot of work, many revisions. We cheered right along with him when it was approved so quickly- the work he put in up front had paid off. This weekend, we walked beside him as he took another step... a pancake breakfast fundraiser.


Cam followed all of the steps to get the breakfast approved, made lists of what we needed, and even went out and asked for donations.  He persevered, and finally someone told him yes, and handed him a $30 gift card... and my sister earned a great big hug for getting a donation from someone she knows.  We did our last shopping Thursday night, and coached him through his final plan for Saturday morning.

When Saturday morning came, I could tell he was finally nervous.  After taking a moment to pray, and take a deep breath, he looked a little more confident.  And when he stood up in front of all of his volunteers and started directing, he amazed me.


Pancakes were flipped and enjoyed by family, friends, and scouts from all over the county. Camden shook hands, thanked people for coming, and took time to talk to people about his upcoming project.  He offered more juice, bussed a few plates, and directed his volunteers all at once.  And when it was done, and his scout-mates finally sat down to eat their pancakes, he started the cycle all over again. All on his own, he made sure he was the last to eat.


I knew he would be great... even, amazing.  But to see it play out before my eyes was all-together different. All of the hopes and the maybes were in the past... and the reality of who he is, the man he is growing to be, is as plain as day.  It was a sweet thing that his Aunt Pam wrote in a card to him... from the first time I met you, I knew you were destined for greatness.  It touched my heart... and I know it touched his.  Probably gave him a little extra confidence to go on.  I am so thankful that I get to be his mother...

Soon he'll start making progress on his actual project... and we are beyond excited to see how it all plays out!
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May 05, 2014

a weary kind of wonderful...


We had the kind of weekend that ends with finally putting your feet up and watching tv, and letting a satisfied sigh slip out into the room.  It was three days of good, sprinkled with lots of things and people we love.  I only felt bad that last night, when Cam finally got home from the last event, that there was still homework to be done.  His weary eyes spoke volumes though, and we sent him off to bed, hoping that he would be fresher with an early morning wake-up call.  I think that most of it got done...

More weekend news to come, but for now... a few moments I am counting as gifts...
-a weeknight movie night {you cannot resist for $1}
-laughing with friends, and knowing WHY your son loved the LEGO movie so much
-shopping, done
-a plan, ready to be put into action
-a free concert in the park,
-and a storm coming through, telling us to go home and go to bed
-an early morning prayer
-a successful event
-his pocket full of money
-an invitation to celebrate a retirement
-making time to go to the high school play
-an early dinner with cam... good food & conversation
-a beautiful, BEAUTIFUL day, after the rain
-being able to laugh over a misunderstanding
-cupcakes
-laughter & splashing in the distance
-tacos {and a tamale!} on quatro de mayo {the day before cinco de mayo}
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