May 11, 2011

i might write

I set myself up for failure... again and again. 
I become satisfied... I think, this is it
And then I stop....

and I don't know why

Three years ago, on Aprill 11th, I started this blog. 
I never believed I was a writer. I never thought I would have this much to say.  I never imagined I'd keep something up for one year, let alone three.  I amazed myself... and maybe one or two others.  And now... I'm stuck.  But stuck with thoughts rambling around in my head, trying to make some sense of themselves.  Trying to be free...

I scribble down notes, so I won't forget...
visit with Jenn
spilled tears
prayer changes me
expert on motherhood?
gifts from the sea
islands of adventure

and... maybe, one day soon, I just might write.

8 comments:

togetherforgood said...

I've been thinking that maybe I should write too . . . My poor blog is lonely and empty these days. Sometimes words don't come.

Kay said...

I know the feeling. I think I've been in a blog rut for over a year. Will contemplate closing up shop and then get a rush of great things to write about. Lather, rinse, repeat. I know how you feel, but the words will come in time. : )

Southern Gal said...

And when you do write it will be beautiful.

P.S. At least you write them down.

Tina said...

and we will be here. You are amazing, whether you believe it or not. I love you

tracie @ {tsj} photography said...

friend ... you know i GET this!! i agree with southern gal & tina. we'll be here ... and it will be beautiful. nurture yourself and your thoughts, words, penned, will come when they do ... love to you sweet friend!!

Busy Bee Suz said...

I have never known you to be out of words....but I understand. {Because you write real stuff and not silly fluff}
xoxoxox

Kat said...

Whew! I thought before I was done reading you we're going to say you might be done with it. And then I felt horrible, because I've been absent. And I thought maybe you weren't feelin' the love anymore. So, I'm so glad you are leaving for good! :) :) :)
Not only do I not write much anymore, I also can't get to blogs I read. It's serious when I don't read Ann Voskamp daily ;) Life interrupts. But I suppose it should and it should be taken care of with all His grace.

K said...

You are a beautiful writing! Congrats on 3 years.

I'm a big believer that a bloggy break once in awhile is good for you. Everybody needs a vacation!